Lyss.. or That!?

I was looking on Pinterest today to get some inspiration for the next two weeks of my training when I realized that there are some bodies out there that are realistic and not so realistic.  One, I will never have a Kim Kardashian booty no matter how much I work out my ass but, I can probably get a nice firm small bubble butt.  Two, I’m pretty much done growing boobs, so as far as curves go on my body, they are pretty nonexistent.  Every woman, no matter what shape or size has insecurity about their bodies.  I am petite, little hips and short.  So when I gain weight, the first place it goes too is my stomach.  Literally, last week I was soooo good with my diet and training that my stomach looked amaze a balls.  I hadn’t seen my stomach like that since probably 8th grade when I was still in gymnastics ha!

And then, my family came and visited me from the Bay and we ate out and I said, screw my diet because this is my only chance to eat hella good meals from yummy delicious restaurants.  And then that weekend of eating anything I wanted ended,  and well my stomach reverted back to being nothing.  Nothing meaning, no definition.  I wish I could gain weight in my boob area.  That would be amazing!  Furthermore, I will never have the curvalicious body so that means I need to work on my @ssets that will accentuate what I lack in the curvy apartment.

What sucks about lacking in the curavlicious department is that when I workout hard, I lose my boobs.  And I will never get boob implants because I get squirmy just thinking about the surgery and post surgery and eek.  I look at all these woman in fitness competitions and their bodies are amazing, and they have breast implants.  It makes me sad, but I understand that when it comes to working out, sometimes you still want to look feminine at least!

I don’t think I will ever do fitness competitions so that means I won’t have to get breast implants, but I want a nice fit body.  Realistically, this is the kind of body I can achieve.  This may look like nothing to you, but to get just this kind of body is a lot of insane workouts and dieting.  I work at Crunch and have discovered some killer classes that make me look and feel amazing after, but if I don’t eat right, it doesn’t matter.  An hour later I will be right back to square one if I decided to get something that was not protein, and veggies.  I have a problem, I love carbs.  I also love to think that because I worked hard, means I can eat whatever I want.  I am blessed to have a super fast metabolism but it also makes me work less.

So here is another journey that I must begin.  And documenting is what I need to do.  From when I wake up to the very end of my day, you will witness some of the workouts I do, some of my bad eating habits and maybe some of my good eating habits.  Lets hope I can get to this shape by July!